fractured starlight - xiv.
you met him a long time ago. and hehurtyou, do you understand? he hurt you. you were the dove, he was the knife-voiced boy who tore you a-s-u-n-d-e-r and left you
dead. he threw you out a glass window and neck-deep into the snow, laughing
long after your body disappeared. and he g-g-giggled away, giggled to himself
before he walked away (and that was the magicfairytalestorybook ending). because when
i tried to pull your blue-faced corpse out of the snow, you fought me away. our eyes
met and i spoke to you, and you slapped me with numbed fingers. i wouldn’t leave
you, but you made me go. you made me go away even though i loved you,