On this our Lord the year 2020
It feels like an excuse, but every time I have a spur of motivation to get this site/my writing career going again, something awful happens. Sometimes it's depression. This time it was a pandemic and depression. And also, the week of my birthday I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and non-alcoholic fatty liver disease. On my nineteenth birthday, I was hit by a truck. I'm still debating which birthday is the worst birthday.
I don't want to go more in-depth about the medical stuff here; I might do so in the future. But suffice to say, this year has sucked. It has been a dumb, stupid, awful year.
I so badly want to get better and I don't know if I ever will. But I'm a stubborn person. Very stubborn. Too stubborn, probably.
Still creating, still hoping to do better. I'll keep on trying.